feeling like i need to see her.
thinking that she’s probably in need of some company.
wanting to spend a bit more time with her.
remembering how i used to call her grama strawberry.
knowing she can’t get around as well after heart surgery and a bypass procedure in her leg.
sad that she has a hard time showing her appreciation.
proud of her for still being able to take care of herself.
wishing i had more time to be with her more often.
feeling guilty that i am selfish with my time and put off visits.
committing to seeing her during this weekend.
me and gram: circa 1982
me and gram: 2010